Tuesday, September 26, 2017

I Remember AW Tozer






 Aunt Kang-I, you have touched on two subjects that are quite dear to me, I will start with the author, Tozer. You mentioned this book, I did look it up and confirmed that it is "The Divine Conquest." I read this book when I was a college junior. I bought it in Calgary as part of the bookfair at my church, Calgary Chinese Baptist Church. When I initially read it, I immediately was very touched about the concept of 'eternal continuum.' He starts out with the idea that people have lost touch with God and could not hear him or feel his immediate presence so they assumed he is not longer with them. Tozer taught me that God is ever the same, this continuation stems from past to the future, nothing has changed. We are ignorant of this fact. I have read many of his works and has uplifted me each time. Books like, "Roots of Righteousness" "Born after midnight" "Collection of the Writings of AW Tozer" It is interesting to point out that Tozer did not have a formal theological or philosophical education, and he presided over only a few Alliance churches in his life time, one in Chicago and one in Toronto (at the modern day Bayview Glen Alliance Church in Toronto - which is not far from my parents' house at the time). 

I have been impressed by Tozer and he taught me that a great book is like a sign post, once it serves its purpose, there is no need of it. And he helped me to realize the futility of being an Alliance church member which I retreated from it in 1988, and have not gone back since. He is right, 'gospel Christians' are shallow, and I was one. I have since then delved deeper into the faith I was given. Sufficient to say that he is the sign post, and after I read him, I no longer need to look to a particular Christian tradition to be justified or to find my meaning in life.

I however, have read and re-read the Divine Conquest, and each time I do, I find more nuance from it. He is a humble man of God, having set his sight on the eternal coninuum, the concept is still well in my heart. I rarely see someone like him today, if there are (I am sure) people like him, they are likely to be buried in the pile of the rubble that screams, yells, and jumps up and down and proclaims their messages through loud microphones, and collect a huge amount of wealth, people and capital, I am sure my teacher Tozer would gravely disapprove of these modern day 'gospel Christians..'

After these many years, the mention of his name (rare these days), still brings a certain warmth to me, for this is someone who has helped me in my journey as a Christian. This journey has been attacked, sacked, jettisoned a few times, and in the end, I still look to him for guidance. Nothing has changed, even though the presence of God we so eagerly seek did change, the ideas of being an Evangelic did change, and the traditional teachings did so change, but this eternal continuum remains.


http://mp.weixin.qq.com/s/RCXoMWHNzQEk9FEvq_Mnzg

Sunday, September 24, 2017

The Death of One

http://www.gospelherald.com/articles/71406/20170921/nabeel-qureshi-funeral-ravi-zacharias-reflects-abnormal-life-faith-son.htm



 Here a servant of Christ, a Christian apologist who left behind a young wife and daughter. After his conversion, he repeatedly put his faith in Christ and in the Evangelical message about the validity of his faith. When he was stricken with stomach cancer, every body prayed for him, up lifted him and so did he, with the same faith he was promised. That God is alive, that God is one, and God listens to prayers of his children, and prayers do matter and faith moves mountains. Then he dies. His young wife stricken with utter grief and I am sure, for unspeakable horror and despair, if not for the moment. His young daughter now lives with her mother, without her father. 

So why did God fail to heal him? 

I think death is a natural event, and happens to all of us, sooner or later. There is no escape. It happens that some of us carry the markers of death, some genetic traits mutable and at times expresses its death wish, and the carrier would die. I think his death is a not a remarkable thing that his faith is! But his faith is not miraculous as they claim it to be. It is, just faith. Something they claim it and no validity of its presence in the world. God, this Evangelical God, the God that converts heathens and Muslims, is not real, for he does not exist like they say he does. He is an imagination to many, and prayers to many, and answers none. He is not a real thing, for he does not answer or act when he is supposed to. So prayers went up for healing went in vain. Prayers that sought suffering's relief went on to deaf ears. There was no ears on the other reeving end.

So he died, when he lived, he lived to God and when he dies, he dies to sin, and suffering of this world. This brethren has fallen. I can relate to him, for I too have a young family to raise and a "young' wife, plus responsibilities. But I will not pray to a God that is less than real. I will put my faith in the world, and in this world, my home which I make my humble abode, I shall be, for a time, and I shall be no more. That is my faith, I believe in the world and this is the final resting place I choose, should someday I am no more, I will sail on with a smile, and the firm resolve that I have lived, and in that living, I know who I am, a small speck in the dust , and count less than nothing on the balance. That is what I am. But I will not pray like this brother, for healing and for things. For there is no receiver on the other line. That, is the truth. In the end, put my faith on the firm ground, this world. As a few years ago, I learnt of this truth, if I were ever to be lost, and lost my way, I would put my trust in the world, for the world is greater than I. The world is my home and resting place.



http://www.christianpost.com/news/why-didnt-god-heal-nabeel-qureshi-199618/

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zP-VBC59-XQ

prayers that failed:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=anJpMKR22TQ

his own words:

https://www.facebook.com/NabeelQureshi.org/photos/a.848432938510868.1073741827.218959278124907/1644451002242387/?type=3&theater